Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Wonderful Journey.....
My uncle is getting married, i feel happy and glad for him as he is quite old now....not so old,but half of me feel sad as im gonna lost one more wonderful and dumbass friend like him...hmmm what to do that's the nature...when u get married u have a very big responsibilities and u need more time for ur family....guess i have to mingle with others now....as we know wedding is something that is effing G.R.A.N.D and it cost u lots of time and energy as well....so the journey start here....
Yesterday my uncle wants me to accompany him to his bride's house to send a van of accessories for preparing what we call "Pelamin", i agreed, we borrow his friend's van and we start our journey...note that the house is more than 2 hours from my place....first i enter the van it looks great but it brokes my heart when my uncle said that there is n air cond and radio....no music 4 2hours plus its raining season....NVM what to do....so we have a very good chat and we laugh a lot during the journey....sometimes we craving for rain as its too hot and sometimes we pray for the sun...luckily the window works well...fuhh...i was screaming,yelling,shouting one of my favourite song form MLTR entitiled "Thats Why" when suddenly...........i heard and explosion and i feel that the van is out of control....damn the tyre blown up....luckily we are not driving real fast and the distance to our main destination is only 10 minutes more....the van exactly stop in front of a house but the most annoying thing is that the owner of the house didn't even put their head out to see what is happening and for sure didnt ask us if we need any favour....it seems that we are not exist there....im glad that its not raining, the two of us pull out the spare tyre but its our luck that the tyre is flat as well....DAMN....we ask for my uncle's future wife helps as her house is 10 minutes away....after some time she come with her father and we ask them to bring the spare tyre to any workshop....the thing that add the flavour is its raining cats and dog now...we have to sit in the van without any air cond....i really piss off but we laugh a lot....then our helps come back with hope....a tyre with full air...and i was told that the tube inside the tyre need to be change twice because of some probs....while we jacking the van suddenly the jack fell and the van almost collapse but luckily its heavy and we manage to hold it......we manage to change the tyre and go straight to our destination........
After eating our lunch with our wet cloth and download all the stuff needed for the "Pelamin" we planned to go back as there are lots of thing to be settled back at home...so we decided to go back.....i feel so relief....after about 40 minutes from her bride's house my uncle stop the van....i ask why....he didnt answer me....suddenly i put my head out of the window and i can see the SAME TYRE FLAT AGAIN......i feel like i want to burn the van....again in front of someones house and yet the seems like they didnt see anything.....we wait for help....we call here and there but everything is negative....then a familiar van stop in front of us....my uncle run towards the van as i feel so mad that i cant do anything....the man in the van ask for help but his freind that have the same model with our van is not available....so he left us there....its getting dark...so we decided to go back and sleep over at her bride's house...we wait for her top fetch us in the dark beside the main highway....i feel like im an imigrant waiting to be smuggled, we ask for the landlord permission to leave our van there....we arrive at the house and we sleep there...i feel so tired.
I wake up the next morning, hmm feel so fresh and energetic....after having a wonderful breakfast we decided to go back to our place because we want to arrive early, i was ordered to drive one car and my uncle will drive the van, we went to the town to buy a new tyre and it cost us RM70, we bought it and bring it with the other car to the place we left the van, when we arrive its the time when the sun is right above u....it feels like being cook in the oven....but we still need to change the tyre....we manage to do it perefectly...then i drive a car with aircond and radio while my uncle drive the "lucky" van....i follow him from behind in case anything happen....he is so jealous that i can drive a comfortable car....Now we have almost reach our hometown...just 1 hour left....suddenly my uncle keep on slowing down and stop at the side of the road.....
OMG it happens again and this time the van is not in a stable position......its an uneven earth.....i was cursing and kicking the van....we decided to go and repair the spare tyre that blown during the second time.....we drive the car that i drive to the nearest town and RM53 gone with the wind......wait its not over yet.....
We bring the new tyre to the crime scene and we try to jack the van but due to the geographical area the back part of the van is rising...if we continue it might fell and upside down the van.....he ask me to untighten the tyre bolt....i do it halfway because the tool that we use is iron and at this time its very2 hot that it burns the iron....i cant even hold it, my uncle call a tow truck and he put the burning tool under the tree so that it will not be too hot to use.....the tow truck come and the Taukey ask us to go for our lunch first whle he settling the towing and so on.....after lunch we go to the workshop....he said he cannot open the tyre as one of its bolt is different and his tool does not fit it.....suddenly we remember the tool that we left under the tree.....we were cursing and nagging all the way as we have to go back and take the tool.....we take that stupid tool and bring it to the workshop......now the tyre can be changed and we drive untill we safely reach our home.....luckily there is no forth time......it is the most memorable wedding preparation and journey i ever had.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Nraib Seater....
Wto rowds thiw hte somt telret?
p/s : Im sorry if i miss a letter or what....just trying to do something to make my brain awake...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Untitled....
There will be always the best among others, there will always be a king in a country, there will be always a leader in a team, there will always be a water in a sea......and there will always be something that catch your eyes and soul better than anything else....like i said before i have been to some places lately so during my "technology break time" i have saw something that makes me think, what makes people differ in quality? i think this journey has open my mind and clear my sight.
I've been to a place where i had to disgrace my noble effort for 4 times to get the "red book" i was shock and almost died to see the difference of the place compared to the place i usually go.....holy crap, i feel as if im in another world that is not own by human.....it is so futuristic,gigantic,freaking,chaotic, and everything....i feel so small...OK lets not describe the place as it not the main idea....spending some memorable time in that place i see there are some clear,obvious,total,complete difference between the creature that stay in that place compare to my usual playground.....one of thr thing that i notice is that the people is so friendly and helpful.....they know that im not from their wierd planet but they friendly come to me and ask if i need any help, they even help me untill i get what i want, where i want then they continue with their own business, i rarely seen such event in my own planet....they voluntarily come and lend their hand on me....lus another eye ctaching scene is when the creature of the planet can calmly wait for everyone to disembark from the ship then they replace it....they are that patient? i never seen such thing b4 in my planet...every creture will fight for theri rite to get in the ship without thinking about others...y are we so difference? then the environmentr make me feel smaller coz i hardly find a piece of sweet wrapping in the street....this is so difference from my hometown....i hope that if anyone read this post...think about it...why should we act not like a human in other side of the world that can respect and kindly helping others....are we that worst? think about that
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
This is life....
Let me tell u the most incredible story that has changed my stone head about life.....this is how it goes...i never had an imagination or dream or any prophecy of becoming a teacher, never in my life....but as i am fated to join the field.....i am glad and frankly speaking after almost 4 years being trained in the field, i can feel my parents spirit of teaching have posses me....still the enthusiasm is not sky rocketed yet.....i am trying to reach that level......but a miracle happen that build and inject the booster for me to love this profession to the fullest now....
My friends and i was attending a school in Jitra, SKSAT to guide the standard 6 students about choral speaking....hmmm im not good in it but at least experience is all i have to pour to them about what is choral speaking,it was terrible when almost all of them looks so reluctant to join the activity....for 3 days i can be so loose to them but i blow off at the forth day that makes them feel that they need to join even though they hated me i guess......NVM that is not daddy's problem hahaha.....after being scold and drill they willing to do the choral speaking.....it is just as an activity for them after UPSR actually.
On the last day, i was late to reach the school due to some reason......when i entered the class that i was assigned to, i found that only 5% is in the class.....WTF is this i guess....but what to do as the rest have some kind of trip briefing....ok fine....so i and Miss Ayuni(she was assigned with me) use this valuable time to build a good realtion with the students....after chatting and joking around with them we find that it is easier to tackle and control their behavior compared to before.......now i learn something new in classroom control....but the main point what happen after all their performance.....some of the girls come to me and ayuni......they ordered us to listen carefully to what they are going to said.....suddenly i heard the same line in theri choral speaking is being uttered...the line is "Yes, yes we are proud to be Malaysian" but they have modified it.....the girls confidently look at ayuni and me and said "Yes yes, we are proud to have teachers like u"
I love teaching profession so much now
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Life is funny huh.....
If yes, when is it?
If no, why is it?
Damn....this shiznit question really bothers my chillin time....this is all cuz of the effing situation happen in my hood. It goes this way.....while i was chillax with my niggaz suddenly we heard some voice cracking up da thin air and the empty sky.....Whuttadily? i axe....then we saw some fucking wanksta is having a lame scrap.....i dunno whats da reason....then i heard this wanksta yelling at the other wanksta and while others stopping them. Now i can see that one of da wanksta is from the other hood...he try to skool the other nigga....then a thug pull those two wanksta to a room....after a few minutes those jigga come out and one of them yell to warn the wanksta to watch out if he meet him out of his hood....then he bust a line that catch my ears....."i am the stdnt of #$%^&*(!#@!%^&) and those scrap isnt my shit" sku me.....u come to others hood and you claim that bo janglin' isnt ur shit.....and his homies act diss by saying he didnt afraid of the neighborhood....this happen a few hours ago......
The thing that make me feel this life is funny is, isnt tht lame scrap suppose to end when u finish ur scondary skool? it is not that we cannot have 1.....but i think it is funny that we act like a lil kid by doing so....hey come on wake up, we are a tertiary level students....havent we grow yet?if we have grow, that is the best solution we have? if we haven't when are we going to? hmmmmm how funny life is we are supposely able to think wisely now.....but we are going back to the time where we are so stupid that everything is about fighting.....now im not mad or sad but i feel funny to see people act like children or even worst like an animal that only know how to fight.....please clear my doubt about life
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Life is vibrant and full of surprise
Then i have come across some occasion that makes me feel how vibrant life is, never in my life i studied with friend that i never studied with before but as our life now need us to be more dependent on each other, i feel that life is so vibrant that i manage to be with peoples that never talk about study with me to fight together in our war(exam), what a vibrant life....then one of my buddy's machine broke down but that is when i see our bonding become more close and more meaningful....he willing to lend his highly technological item to our buddy even he cannot use it for a while......can u see how vibrant life is?
Then.....one of my best buddy have some "big event" in his life....a paradigm change, even though the change has made him become someone that people almost hate or maybe hate from someone that is a scenery of the group hahahaha what a big change huh......now due to that our brotherhood become closer and closer....those who we almost lost due to some reason have been brought back into our vibrant life.....so i thank God so much for rewarding all of us a vibrant life....
Life is vibrant, never let it rust in your greediness and selfishness, do make others life vibrant as yours as you will find that your life is more vibrant than ever.....remember that life is short so mkae full use of it.......
Sunday, October 18, 2009
The World Spin arounds me today......under my feet
Everyone is assign to present on different topic on one of our most effing subject...Damn....today is my turn, all the comment that the previous group had is haunting me....this is aint usual presentation....a pervert conduct the presentation and he is the one that throw all the annoying comment...after 3 disgusting class it is the time for my group step out and rock the floor...i didnt have any intention to be perfect in the presentation but i have an aim to defeat this pervert....
Since i get off my chair...i can sense a winning smell...i walk proudly to the PC and plug in the pendrive...shit its not working well...but i know that if i continue to use the PC my video will not be able to be played.....after plugging in 2 3 times i manage to open my presentation but the old rusty PC lagging, the pervert try to point out that it is our mistake but i show him that the PC is too old to fit me hahaha....the PC stop working and it restart....i know that there will be problem when it restart, so i suggest we use a laptop.....he look not satisfied but he have to bow for me and ask us to use the laptop....
I smile as i know my video will work magnificiently....i start the presentation....along the way he did not comment at all...and i keep on sarcasticly blaming his technology the old PC...then he speak out and said that we are not suppose to look at the screen but refer to the laptop screen....i once again go in front and show him why we did not want to look at the laptop screen because at the main screen the image will be small....he gives an excuses that he never met with such strange laptop.....i feel like the world is spinning under my feet as i can condemned all his comment.....hahahaha he did not comment so much then and i feel so satisfied today....to the pervert....this is a msg for u....BOW DOWN TO COHORT 5 students....
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Weird intention........
Where to start? Ok....lately i have this weird intention though almost everyone knows that i always have all kind of weird intention, but lately the intention is getting stronger.....the intention is i always want to "meet" with all the spooky "things", plus this 2 3 days i always sleep after the dawn prayer so while waiting for my bed calling me my eyes will never stop to scan around to find if there is anything spooky happen or spooky figure appear.....hehehehe i dont know why but some how im hoping that my intention becomes a reality.....its not that i want to brag or what but i dont know why this weird feeling haunting me....is it because the environment that i live now looks too spooky or it just because i am too bored that i want something that is unusual.....huh....i cant even understand myself, i even read all the spooky story that happen in UUM(seriously there is a lot to read), i pray that i wont coalide with any of them....but maybe it is because of my friend also joined me in the mad parade to find those "thing" that makes me feel more interested....i hope someone can come and donsult regarding this matter or have any idea to join me and make my intention come true
Sunday, October 11, 2009
How Lucky Are We.......
Before i start, i didnt mean to humiliate or condemned anyone but this is the truth.....
In a very peace beautiful afternoon, i was struggling to put on my pants because i want to go out somewhere, suddenly....a guy come and stop me....oooo he is a foreigner i speak through my heart, luckily he didnt saw im struggling with my pants hehehe....i told him..."is there anthing i can do for you?"...he just smile and he give me his mobile. I was wondering what did this foreigner wants from me....my brain starts working very hard to figure out what is his intention....after analyzing all the data with his expression and body language.....my brain send me a message....my brain vibrates signal me there is a message.....1 Message Received....i press "Show" and it comes out that "This guy wants your help to flirt a Malay girl" OMG....i prepared my tongue and vocal cords to utter all the lovely word to help this guy....all the flowery and breathtaking words quarelling in my mind hoping that they will be choose.....but....my brain was wrong.....hmmm i guess im not good enough to read a foreigner's mind.....NVM...
The phone is on its way to my ear...suddenly i heard a man's voice....."ang Melayu ka?" and of coz i said yes...my brain try to intrepret whats next but i stop my brain before it gives me another wrong info....at least my brain can save its credit for messaging me next time...after 2 3 shot of conversation, i know that this foreigner have some problem with his DELL laptop and the guy that calls asking for "ang Melayu ka?" is a worker for DELL company....he is somewhewre around and he wants this foreigner to come down and bring his laptop so that they can fix his problem....i pass back the mobile and i smile at him and explain the real situation.....he smiles at me and said Thank you....i continue my own stuff and i go to certain palce.....when i go back i saw the same foreigner asking for another help so that he can communicate with the DELL workers.
What i want to stress her is, suddenly i realize that i am so lucky that i can speak in English, now i can see the importance of learning the language...if you are a worker at Pak Mat Groceries Shop or Kedai Mak Long it is ok maybe for you not to acquire English as you can show all kind of sign to tell ur costumer the price of certain thing.....but imagine that you work in a company that is so well known.....even in Mars also they know the DELL company and yet you cannot communicate in English.....OMG.....is DELL made for just Malaysian?. Beside feeling lucky i feel pity and sorry for those people and i feel ashamed that Malaysian could not communicate in English....isnt that our L2?
Friday, October 9, 2009
Crap.....
Last night i almost jump from my floor.....free fall jump because i am so pissed off that i couldnt on my PC due to some "RICH" people that bring all kind of electric stuff to their room and cause electric trip, seriously i feel so bored as there is nothing to do and i have lost my nite life since July due to my new environment. But the main problem is the slum area that i live rite now didnt have enough power....next time dont build a big slum area if you cant provide the needs. So i have created a poem especially for the slum area.
People come peole go,
But he never resist,
He let anyone go with the flow,
He let everything in the feast,
There is always a feast here,
They never leave the area,
People leave in fear,
People leave in danger,
The feast took all their need,
You have to kill to get your weed,
In the feast its the good deed,
If not they took ur need,
He just smile to see the crowd,
He just dance and feel proud,
And he keep on inviting the fraud,
He is YAB with all his darught
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
When learning becomes the thing that annoys me.....
Plus the "workers" is more annoying than someone snore beside ur ears when u are sleeping or it is more fucking shit than a backstabber, "BUT" anyone of u in our "BOSITION" where everything must be in "BERFECT" condition, it is good to see ur "BEOBLE" achieve your target but couldnt you consider them? In 1 sem. you want all tour "BEOBLE" to follow your "BACE"?to "SBEAK" like u?. Didnt mean to be rude to anyone, i admire whoever it is but as a human "BAIN" is always there for u to feel it, how could u achieve the best when your heart does not sincere to learn?you are annoyed?
This is worst.....i didnt know where does the "great admin" pick up this pervert old man to educate people....imagine learning with a fucking pervert old man taht only knows ladies name and not even 1 boys name, if u are a boy dont dream to be praised and ready to redo all your assignment, if u are a boy just go and shit out of the class this old man wont care bout u, BUT...if you are a girl....just smile and you will be treat as the most popular celebrities,as the king of the world......you have problem?before you ask he'll help you BUT if you have dick.....just cut it and you can still dream to get help....he will condemned u.....is this the real scenario of tertiary level? No wonders teenage now a days refuse to study......and the thing i hate about this MOTHERFUCKING PERVERT OLD MAN is he disturb all the girls eamotion and raise up all the boys adrenaline rush to put him 10 feet down the ground.
p/s: sorry for all the harsh word....i mean it and that is all what i feel so no one else is reponsible for this post
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Selamat Hari Raya.....
Raya is the time i get lots and lots of money, Raya is the time for me to make big explosion, raya i can eat lots of "kek lapis". Raya can buy new clothes and shoe. It is the event that i waited the most.
But, will "your raya last"?
That is the thing, now my raya is not the same as before, it has totally changed.
WHY? Raya always be the best event....
As time goes by, my raya has changed, it is like a liquid that change according to the shape of the case where you pour it to...my Raya now is so different.
What is the different?
Well...let me see, Raya still the day that i wait, but not because of money, clothes or explosion but its about forgiveness, this is the day where i will knee to my parent and all family members to ask for their forgiveness, this is the day that i know i have won the battle in Ramadhan.
Get forgiveness? that is fun....so whats is so different?
Big different, i have too much thing that need everyone's forgiveness...its not fun when you think how much you have hurt peoples heart, and for me Raya give me sorrow as it reminds me to my Grandmother and Grandfather that have passed away, without im able to see their face for the last time, all i got is their grave.....i am the only grandson that did not have the chance to see them for the last time, it has change my Raya so much....but there is one thing about Raya that i still look foward to wait for it and 1 thing that i love that is,
Going back home to meet my family, and tell them how much they mean to me,plus we are far apart now....so i really cant wait to kiss my parent's hand...i hope that everyone that read this blog will go back and dont hurt your family especially in this raya, love everyone you have in your life while you still can love them.....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Shopaholic....
1=1000!
30 days offer!
Once in a year!
Discount 100%, its free
1/2 day long
No Salesman
More redemption counter
Wish everything, it will be granted
This is a good news for all the shopaholic....there is a special offer where you buy 1 and you get 1000, besides everything is free plus they give you extra point for every item you take, no salesman that will bother you(sound really great).
Usually they will open 5 main counter but this time there is almost 28 counter for redemption and you can wish for everything you want, it will be granted.
But there are some simple rules, during the day you have to behave well and not against the law of the offer than you can steal everything at night without being caught or jailed plus what you steal will never reduce.
Let us together grab this once a year offer and it is just 30 days long so we better hurry....this is the biggest and the greatest sales in this whole entire universe.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Holy Die....
Laughter feel the empty air,
When its not the time,
Couples giggling and whispering to each others,
When its not the time,
Friends and enemy couldn't sit together,
When its not the time,
The shopper busy entertaining the buyer,
When its not the time,
Students chase after lecturer,
When its not the time,
Coach can yell towards the player
But......
When its the time,
Dont ask where is laughter, the empty air has gone,
When its time,
Couples didnt giggle or whisper, they disappear,
When its time,
Friends and enemy always together,
When its time,
The shopper and buyer hates each other,
When its time,
Lecturer wait for students,
When its time,
Coach wonder if he still got player,
That is the Holy Die,
It will let you rest,
But it is not the best,
It will gives you peace
But not the one you insist,
It will give you time,
But like a song without a rhyme,
It will give you harmony,
But without any company,
This is dedicated as a feeling of me living in this YAB during the Holy Die(holiday)......not yet thinking about Dying ehehehhe
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Tales....
Shaman: My majesty i have something to tell you about your beloved Queen Rain
King: What is it? is it serious?
Shaman: Yes your Majesty.....i think you will get your heir soon
King: Are you serious? This is the best day of my life
All the citizen of the country feel very happy as they will have a prince soon. This news has made the King to employ more workers to take care of her beloved wife...everything that she wants will be fulfilled. The day has come......everyone come and gather in front of the castle waiting for the only heir of King Sun. Uwekk....Uwekkk...Uwekkk the voice fill the air and everyone was jumping and dancing happily as they have waited for years to have a prince. He was named Prince Rainbow....he was a cute little boy and everyday the citizen will come and brought him a present to show their love and towrads him. Time pass by and Prince Rainbow has grown and become a young charming teenager. He loves to go to the village and mingle around with the citizen of the kingdom, he play with other teenager as if he is not one of the royal family member. King Sun does not like his Prince to mingle with people from lower class and not from royal family, he call his son to have some words with him.
King: Son...i dont like you to go and mix with the lower class society
Prince: But dad they are good people plus i have no friends here
King: Listen to me son, you are going to replace me, so i want them to respect you and not treat you like you are one of them.
Prince: I dont care, i love to be with them and if you dont like it i will leave
The prince took his own stand and leave the castle.....when the Queen knows about this, she quickly go and see the King.
Queen: Your Majesty, what have you done? That is the only child we have
King: Let him learn.... I dont want him to be in the low class society.
Queen: Whats wrong with that? I come from that society too....You think that your royal class is the best? People cursing you because they cannot grow their crop because of your sunlight....you are the cause of draught....thats what you call the best? People hates you
King: So you think that they love you so much? You make their life even worst...because of you their crops die in flood, because of you they cant go to the sea and because of you they cannot dry their cloth.
Queen: If its not me...their crops will dry because of you.....if not because of me the river will not flow and if its not me they will not have clean water....but you....what have you contribute?
King: I was the one that shine their morning...give the light for plants to make their food...i let the moon to reflect my light during night...if its not me they will live in darkness
Queen: I hate you....
Day after day, week after week, month after month but Prince Rainbow did not return to the castle....one day one of the King's men come and tell him that Prince Rainbow was murdered. The King and Queen feel so sad and the King regret his action so much. Suddenly the King saw that all of the citizen come to the castle to kill him because of their love towards the Prince.....he was so scared and he ask his best Shaman is there any way he can bring his prince alive. The Shaman tell him that he have to merge with his Queen to bring his prince back....to repent his mistake and bring back his Prince he merge with his Queen to reborn his Prince...that is why a beautiful Rainbow is created when there is sunlight and rain.
The same thing goes to our life.....sometime we have rain and sometime we have sunlight.....sometime we are happy and sometime we feel sad but we need those thing in order to create a beautiful rainbow in our life...
Friday, August 7, 2009
Back Home......
Sunday, July 26, 2009
OUTBREAK........
1800
Run..run..run for your life.......mayday mayday i need some reinforcement to take my batalion away from this warzone, they will invade this area at 0630, we need to be as fast as possible. Pick up everything that is visible in front of u and dont choose, just grab and go. Our C5 batalion manage to evacuate the area before it becomes a deadly ground
2145
We separate our group to hide in different location and promise to meet after 7 days to invade back our territory. 0945...2 Mejar and 3 cadet get in a truck to go and hide in the east coast...this is my first time to go there and i am so nervous.
0600
we reach the location that is directed to us, i am nervous plus happy because we manage to survive, i roger all the other platoon to make sure they also survive and we can meet and plan to invade back our base....but the thing that i feel happy the most is i manage to use my new gear for this operation....my NIKE.