Raya.....hmm my definition about raya?
Raya is the time i get lots and lots of money, Raya is the time for me to make big explosion, raya i can eat lots of "kek lapis". Raya can buy new clothes and shoe. It is the event that i waited the most.
But, will "your raya last"?
That is the thing, now my raya is not the same as before, it has totally changed.
WHY? Raya always be the best event....
As time goes by, my raya has changed, it is like a liquid that change according to the shape of the case where you pour it to...my Raya now is so different.
What is the different?
Well...let me see, Raya still the day that i wait, but not because of money, clothes or explosion but its about forgiveness, this is the day where i will knee to my parent and all family members to ask for their forgiveness, this is the day that i know i have won the battle in Ramadhan.
Get forgiveness? that is fun....so whats is so different?
Big different, i have too much thing that need everyone's forgiveness...its not fun when you think how much you have hurt peoples heart, and for me Raya give me sorrow as it reminds me to my Grandmother and Grandfather that have passed away, without im able to see their face for the last time, all i got is their grave.....i am the only grandson that did not have the chance to see them for the last time, it has change my Raya so much....but there is one thing about Raya that i still look foward to wait for it and 1 thing that i love that is,
Going back home to meet my family, and tell them how much they mean to me,plus we are far apart now....so i really cant wait to kiss my parent's hand...i hope that everyone that read this blog will go back and dont hurt your family especially in this raya, love everyone you have in your life while you still can love them.....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
