HaRi rAYa.....

Tonight i have experienced what we call "Raya FEVER".....its becoming a trend and culture for us to buy everything as our preparation, we dig for money here and there, as long as our celebration is the most GRAND among all.....in my place KEK LAPIS is the most famous cake and a must for every house....due to SALE, DISCOUNT, OFFER and anything that cut off the price people spend more time in shopping mall compared to home, including my family, plus today money is not a big problem for most of family.....baking KEK LAPIS is almost extinct from list of THINGS TO DO DURING RAYA, people tend to buy ready made cake......last night my aunt wants me to go and collect cake that my mother and her had ordered during early of Ramadhan.

I went to the shop but its not actually a shop, more like a kiosk......when i arrived i can see in front of the kiosk is full of KEK LAPIS costumer, im hoping that i can just show my receipt and take the cake as we had ordered for some time, but i was wrong.....i need to wait for the van to arrived. When the van arrived, the chaotic and the real meaning of Hari Raya blasting the empty air....everyone was struggling to open the van's door and they push each other to get the cake.....there is no mre women, men, old, young....everyone pushing,pulling and raise their hand to get what they want......

That is all the situation untill i get my cake, luckily i didnt have to struggle as i had order before....but what struck my mind the most is that.....what is the meaning of HARI RAYA today?
is it who got the most cake? or who wear the best dress? because what suppose to be our culture has been demolish....no more baking cake to celebrate relatives that comes.....the cake that we eat today is not a sacrification of us for raya......we prefer to go and shop to get the best dress.....i am so sad to think of HARI RAYA now

Malaysian Uniqueness

Malaysia is a very unique country, one of the most unique part is the language that we spoke is different according to our country. Thus i have met 4 different Prof. and well known person in language and see how different language have different characteristic in defining the 4 taste, "manis" , "masam", "pahit", "masin". We will see the differences of those item according to KL,Kedah,Terengganu, and Sarawak. The source from KL language i have refer to Prof.Madya Mohd.Farhan Afiq, for T'ganu language we have Tun Dr. Ahmad Rusydi, reference of Kedah language we have Tan Sri Datuk Dr. Amal Syazwan and i will be the source for Sarawak language.


Terengganu
1. Manis Leting
2. Masam Rebang
3. Masin Rebing
4. Pahit Lepang

Kedah
1. Manis Meleting
2. Masam Piang
3. Masin Melecah
4. Pahit Berdengung

KL
1. Paht Sial
2. Masam giler
3. Masin Siot
4. Manis Nye

Sarawak
1. Manis Na Eh
2. Masam Gilak
3. Masin Juak
4. Pahit Ada Jak

SO....wherever you go in Malaysia u will get something new but it still Malaysian and still our language.
SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA

What Do U Realize?

Never say never,
Because you took my heart away,
Like a fireflies during season in the sun,
Even when u say nothing at all,
I am still lucky,
But, forgive me,
Because i love the way you lied,
If tomorrow never comes,
Than nothing else matter,
As it is an endless love without me.

What Do U Realize?

Heart Talking

First of all i would like to say that this is truly from deep of my heart, if anyone doesnt like it or want to condemned it u are free to do so.....

Due to my hungriness and im craving to be in my heaven(my home) as im not home yet becoz still on holiday with my family, im finishing my time with the ocean of information....(the internet) very much. This eagerness to be back at home has make me paranoid i guess as i keep on thinking what will happen to us (C5 member) after our remaining 2 years.....are we gonna still contacting each other? share our probs? hanging out 2gether?. It bothers me till i have to shut my brain from thinking bout it.....before i wrote this post i view old pics and it bombarded me......i can still remember 9th July 2006, where we first meet and smile to each other, then after the last person enter our c5 we are now complete as 71 people. From this moment i know that we have 71 pieces of puzzle, a puzzle that will form a very beautiful and outrageous picture if we combined it together.....i can see from those old pic of us that i view lots of thing has changed especially our size.....but that doesnt bother me. What bother me is that can we maintained the charm of the puzzle?or are we gonna bark and howl to each other?. I really hope that each pieces will play their part to complete each other as the puzzle is so beatiful but when its complete......believe me 2 years is so short and the puzzle is not ready yet......i hope after this 2 years the puzzle can be glued and framed as it has complete 71 pieces and never torn out.

haunted

Its coming......i can feel it, the energy is so big and so powerful, i know this time i cant escape it. No matter what happen i will face it, i cant bear it anymore i can see it everywhere, the sign is so obvious.....i know its haunting me and im sure this is not halucination. I can see it in my room, my home, whereever i go it will haunt me....its everywhere. Ive made up my mid, ive prepared for it....no matter what or how or when i will go and face it, i will kick as they kick, i will tackle them down, no matter red or yellow, day and night i will always be prepared for it.

BE PREPARED!!!

come back

Time fly and gone in front of me,
But my eyes was closed,
I don want to see it flies away leaving my unclear soul
I deny that it has flew but it keep on strucking me,

When i open my eyes everything is so different,
I have leave the real world for too long,


am i?


do i?


I try to against the nature and i fly,
Try to grab the flying time.....i caught it with bare hand,
I smile in devastation as it turns into ash and not the same as before

An ash turns into black diamond as i grab,
My eyes wide open and i realize
you can have all time but when u let it pass u,
you will get a black diamond that will darken ur shine in the night,

Now i've come back into this real shining world,
No force or nature would stop me to grab all the diamond.